… while thinking about my habit of useless explanations lately.
I was taught, if I can’t find the right words it wouldn’t stand in the world. This comes from a place where there is already no room and still – it exists without my help. A beautiful contradiction.
If I had the words I would use them. The fact that I don’t have words for what moves me makes me choosing a medium that is not bound to words. If I could explain what I was doing, I would be a writer.
When I did presentations in the past I was always taught to explain them. As if the pure act of coming up with explanations would help people to grasp. This resulted in me collecting lukewarm explanation before or after and then doing what I wanted anyway. So why would I even spend time designing these little detours or maybe more important – is it useful for the people with questions in the first place?
If people argue with "right" answers, are there also "right" questions?
If someone would ask me, why is the sky not red, I wouldn’t answer because it is a natural given that skies are blue and there is no point of discussing something that is given and unchangeable. A question like:" Why did you make this line blue in the shape of a penguin?" invokes the same response in me.
Paintings have a language of their own. Attainable in time through observation. I would rob people the joy of exploration if I was able to explain it with words. The moment people ask about the penguin ( not that I ever painted a penguin but you know what I mean…), I was tempted to give solutions and answers where no general answers exist as there is not one language in the world. I can understand the urge to own what one might not understand immediately to have it in your orbit so to speak, but receiving an explanation will not leave one resolved and understood until the handed tool is not used as well.
So I free myself from the this particular habit of mine to explain the unexplainable, *dammit
…maybe next time I write something about the beauty of contradiction and opposite truths because I spot them everywhere in here but I think I can settle on the complexity of nature for the time being…next time someone asks I’ll say: I do complex art. lol.
*in the spirit of Havi who was able to put it this approach in a more cohesive way on paper..


Walk on the Beach (02)
5 pieces of Flotsam and Jetsam that ran ashore on my virtual beach and still stick around after a month. I am gonna go for a walk and pick them up for you….
Found: Time Capsule of the 40ies
I love these 14 Rare Color Photos From the FSA-OW by Russell Lee and Jack Delano and others from that time. It seems there is no veil between you and the people 70 years back. A time Capsule. Men, women and children are working, fixing, baking and living along. The other end of the world is overshadowed by war and the comparison makes them unique in their peacefulness and innocence. A glimpse of how the 40ies could have been. J.u.s.t. B.e.a.u.t.i.f.u.l.
Found: Decadence
I find myself going back again and again to the paintings of Terry Rodgers. The size ( they are huge!), the theme ( an utter reflection of the complexity and ambiguity of life ) and the style ( modern times in retro-composition ).
I would love to see them in reality or own one ( mental note to myself:…need to play the lottery again… )
In his own words:
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am a total groupiehave the H.i.g.h.e.s.t. R.e.s.p.e.c.t. for his work.Found: Star Wars in Ice
Andreas Brick, a German sound artist, did some Silent Listening and recorded the music of ice.
An absolutely unique sound experience. I am fascinated. A. L.o.t.
Found: ATTN
A web page dedicated to the wrong, the inappropriate and the borderline ….and the unbelievable funny. See for yourself.
…be prepared, a total timesucker.
Found: Epiphanies in a bundle
Cath Duncan and Michele Woodward called this a podcast about goal setting but I got the feeling it was rather about finding out more about yourself.
Though, I had some comforting thought keys coming to me in a yoga session the Sunday after.
And when I looked into the True Values pdf, Michele recommended at one point in the interview, I had epiphanies falling on my head like snow flakes on a lake.
This has been more of a visual flotsam this month. I think that’s it so far. Have a great weekend!